So between yesterday and today I've been thinking about my past relationships

... And how much of a failure I was at them

Never opening up, using them for sex, never letting go

... I was just horrible.

Sooo I started to think about what lead me to be how I am now. What sparked the ruin?
And I began to think about the puppy love ... The first one you fall into when love is still true and pure.

Mine was horrible. Full of want, need, love ... And lies.

Big lies.

I don't lie in relationships at all now though. In fact you might say I'm a little too truthful. I don't sugarcoat anything.

:shrug:

When did you become disillusioned by love?
When did your love-ruin begin?







- darbs